bruh the way i didn’t even finish the first song 💀💀same old white people shit 💔

amazing, brilliant, spectacular, show stopping, completely not ever been done before - it’s been so lonely this week. I wonder if it’ll stay this way or if i’ll just have to suck it up this year :/

karen carpenter i miss and love you. - today was kinda horrible 💀💀 i feel so lonely in all my classes. i feel like everyone’s just kind of forgotten about me/doesn’t feel the same :0 feelings they felt for me in the past. been contemplating just playing the game and getting back on socials, i just don’t want to compromise my values/interests for some bs/childish stuff. mom and dad noticed i was upset and had a talk with me. it seemed like mom was annoyed more than anything. she was saying something along the lines of “why do u need validation so bad 🤨😒” which was not at all what my dilema was but i didn’t feel like correcting her. dad always knows how to subtly support me. he’s done it ever since that one point in my life last year. he took me to cut some wood at the field where we used to hunt before the guy started calling the cops on us 💀 he took the chainsaw. mom also came but she stayed in the car. it took me a while to recognize the place bc everything is flat. it really broke my heart for some reason. dad showed me a tree that had been cut that looked at least 50 years old. it was a very melancholic day/moment.

didnt get to finish this, but the first 2 songs were good. i’ve always loved the art fags tho so maybe i’m biased … - yesterday was fabulous, did some “networking” and put myself out there a little more. today is less good, everyone here is so cliquey and exclusive. i don’t remember it ever being like that. it makes me sad to think i don’t have a group and no one wants me in theirs. ik it probably shouldn’t bother me so much, but it does. wish people weren’t so awkward

LOVE love love love - went to my first football game !! we lost … but it was SO FUN regardless <3

perfect. forgot how good they are - my feet are all busted up from ana sofia’s party 💔💔 it was equally cursed and fun. i’m glad i went

Love these gringos ! didn’t know they were back on spotify .. - been falling off the wagon with these. too much going on to listen to a whole album 💔💔 HOWEVER i am going to try to do at least the rest of the week’s since i’m sick …

impeccable. who tf is doing it like them? seems like the only punk band who actually had a genuine interest in what they sang about vs the tired/performative “let’s just piss people off” bs. i’ve always loved the clash. distinctly remember listening to “hateful” on LOOP while i played pappas freezeria 💀💀 - don’t think I have covid since i’ve tested negative for days already. i think i might’ve had a cold… annoying tickle in my throat for a couple days now 😐 hoping i’ll be cool by monday but ESPECIALLY by the 11th or the 14th bc it’ll be a cold day in hell before I miss pitch perfect in theatres… i literallt had a whole ass DREAM about seeing it

def not their best, mediocre at best 🙁😐 - tested positive for covid 💀💀 feeling fine as of right now, just a runny nose and some v powerful sneezes … today i spent the day watching some halloween movies off my halloweenie letterboxd list (it’s the great pumpkin charlie brown, trick r treat, practical magic,) knitting a wash cloth, drinking obscene amounts of water, and laying in bed. it’s been a good day :) it’s been nice to just do nothing

i love bjork ! so wonderfully weird. i liked birthday and cold sweat but didn’t get to finish the album :/ - i am manifesting so hard i’ll be able to see pitch perfect 💀💀 ik i’m being annoying but i literally do not care. i HAVE to have something to look forward to or i will go insane bc literally nothing has worked out in my favor this entire year i am in turmoil despite my immaculate appearance🤨

i actually rly liked this, i shall be listening again !! - been watching tons of halloween movies and chillin in bed. right now i ate a chicken salad sandwich which was actually pretty good. my appetite’s been a little off and everything seems unappetizing to me lately so i was kinda surprised i finished that tbh

i’ve always loved lou reed. this seemed like a great one but v sad, just didn’t want to put myself in that headspace today so i didn’t finish. first couple of songs were good tho - gonna test again today and see if i’m negative 🤞🏼 hopefully i’ll be able to go to school tomorrow

def no sheer heart attack, but still good